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About Me Member Deviously Deviant is a secret (oOoO mysterious)14/Female/Philippines Recent Activity Deviant for 8 Months
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My heart just broke

Sun Nov 8, 2009, 7:04 PM
After one year seven months and one day my boyfriend dumped me. I feel so empty and lonely now. I really don't no what to do now. He was my first after all. I miss him so much. I'm so confused i don't understand why he left me, he said its cause we don't see each other in one year and 12 days (yes i counted every second) but this is only because he won't go with me cause i think its because he doesn't like being seen in PUBLIC with me or he simply doesn't like being seen with ME. I'm beginning to think that it was because he just got tired of me or he found another. He says hes just tired of just talking on the phone and its not working out but i cant really believe in what he says.I don't because i had a talk with his cousin and i found he is a bigger liar than i thought he told me than he lies a lot but i was so stupid to think he wouldnt lie to me. and after i heard what he had to say i started thinking i wasnt good enough after all and what hes looking for in a girl is really not me and he was descirbed so different from what i thought was him. But i dont hate him not one bit i blame myself for not trying hard enough.

I really need your help i feel horrible even a simple comment would make me feel better.Right now im listening to all the k-pop music i can find to help me stop crying. im also searching everything i can find about kyuhyun from super junior , his smile makes me feel happy.

  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: G-dragon-Heartbreaker (its a feel good song 4 me)
  • Reading: Stuff on pops in seoul website
  • Watching: Tons of Kyhyun Pictures (need to be obsessed)
  • Playing: Super junior , shinee ,big bang and k-pop songs
  • Eating: no appetite
  • Drinking: no appetite

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: in my own little wonderland
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: 12 lolita size
  • Print preference: big
  • Interests: stuff...
  • Favourite movie: Sen to Chihiro Kamikakushi (Spirited Away)
  • Favourite band or musician: Paramore,Super Junior/M,Owl city,Big bang
  • Favourite genre of music: Alternative,K-pop
  • Favourite artist: Lady Gaga ,Adam Lambert (rocks),Kyuhyun,G-dragon
  • Favourite poet or writer: Shakespear and Edgar Allen Poe
  • Favourite photographer: my best friend
  • Favourite style of art: BANG!
  • Operating System: I didn't know there was a test I DIDN'T STUDY!...AGAIN
  • MP3 player of choice: Non PSP (for all seasons)
  • Shell of choice: One thats on a keychian (family business)
  • Wallpaper of choice: whatever i guess
  • Skin of choice: Vampire Skin yay
  • Favourite game: Kingdom Hearts and Final Fantasy (Square Enix!)
  • Favourite gaming platform: PSP (only one I have :p)
  • Favourite cartoon character: Ruby gloom,Emily Strange
  • Personal Quote: I am me & Ces't la Vie
  • Tools of the Trade: umm...?pokemon trading cards

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Comments


:iconimaginyze:
Thanks so much for the :+fav:!! :la:
:iconephemeran:
ur very welcome

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Winding suspiciously I let fall my entire Heart...Your lips hold me captive...Who set this sweet trap...Lost in Ardor ♥
:iconarcon3:
Thanks for the watch.

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John
:iconlightmara:
My mom agreed to become haruhi suzumiya on otaku fest :D i have ta memorize the steps but i still need 4 more members so it'll look like the SOS club
xD

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LIGHT MARA!! ON THE WAY!! >:3
:iconminimouse95:
thanks for the fav and watch~

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The biggest lesson of an artist's life: Don't get a big head.
:iconminimouse95:
thanks for the fav and watch~

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The biggest lesson of an artist's life: Don't get a big head.
:iconlightmara:
i was planning to make a band youtube account xD
so whaddya think? xD

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LIGHT MARA!! ON THE WAY!! >:3
:iconephemeran:
im all in for it but still dont hav a name
:iconlightmara:
let's make a new name then xD
cuz right now, i'm soooo lazy at drawing and i wasn't able to attend practice since we're in a hurry and i got the things for cosplaying risa xD!!!! so happy today xD

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LIGHT MARA!! ON THE WAY!! >:3

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